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heyhey !

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heyhey !

im being WORST peopleee , helped me out lahh . arghhhh ! i absent from sch again . it was lyke almost 1week im not attending sch . since last week siia . FCUKKK kn . aku tawuhh , noe nid tuhh sayy . haiish . feel lyke crying siiak . i mayb receiving white CARD , it means that the card gve me warning , about going tuhh sch . law tk dtng jugakk . me either get suspended or expelled ! wahhh , fcukk ! giving a knock on myself tuhh go tuhh sch . lala pon dahh pnat , nan pragaiiaku gnie mcm . haiish .
hanyzah ! you are being good tuhh WORST ! please change , im hoping fer this . aku tknk jdyy gnie luhs siiak . ahsal siia nan aku ? being lazybump is not what i am siia . tpyy ahsal blehh gnie pulakk . hmm . attitude prob in me . i wanna changed ! it take tyme again , again . haiiyoh . susah siia gnie mcm . my grade are droping . i just nid MR BILLY(favourite teachers), he helped me alot ! i just really nid hym back . he can chngedme , i think so . but tuhh bad , he not in my sch anymree lah kan . just nid to chge by myself . NYZA ! NYZA ! kimakk , sdiih siia pragaii aku gnie mcm . tdyy pagy2 bute mrs haikel call me . ask me to go to sch tmrrw ! andd i've promise her ! she wann tuhh talk tuhh me ! tmrrw MUST go sch siia nyza , smpii byle aku nk gnie . orng pon naek menyampah sakk aku rase . get back tuhh who i am . nta lah ehyy !
familie pulakk , maken lame maken aku benci siia . my mum noee is worst twrds me . hmm , dahh tak heran nmpk . i just felt MISERABLEE . nta lah , maken harie , maken mcm siial ! susahh dtng uhs gnie mcm all the wayy . i stresss siia !
YA'ALLAH !
nk nanges ah , hahahs . mehpek kn aku . haiiyoh . mcmnehh nieyy ?! dahh pnat ah , gnie mcm all the wayy . urghhhhhhhhh ! fcuking irritated with my fcuking attitude . duhs !

byee lah , maken aku post psal nieyy , maken aku STRESS !

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MOST FEATURED (:




im hre , dahh ouhhkayh . just posting bout todayy jehh .
not attending skool since yesterdayy , urghhh . my lazyness have gone worst . nyza plishh wake up ! Lala telling me im droppin' my bsubject . from top to bottom . fuckkkkkkkkkk , i nidd to have a knock on my head saying that i nidd to buck up . feels lyke crying . good to worst . wthf ?!nyza . ya'allah . hmm . im now making lala to control me fer what im not suppose to do fer noww . MUST LISTEIN TO HER - mummy ku . hhahahs . hmmm .
im totally different now , i dnoe what have appen to me . i dunwann be lyke this lahh siia . kimek . apehh siiak nieyy .

LALDELUNABANGS ;
hackcree with the person and just enjoyy ur lyfe , with what you wanted . noe bodyy can stop you. hahahs . dhe pon tk blehh stop dirik kaw . andd now you just have to be urself . i.ll always be dhere fer you , if you wanted me .
dhe nk ape lgyy siia daryy kaw ? siiak ah , tk ckop pehh saketkn haty kaw . stop ah siiak pragaii , aku tk suke ouhhkay ckap nan dhe . just tell hym that , you are who you are now . no one can changed you from being lyke this lah . hahahs , FUCKK kay ckap nan dhe ((:

ZULPINKY ;
bhiee, iloveyou lah . haiish , i dnnoe whyee evry singlee dayy i must cryy just fer you . it just nvr stop hurting me . im tired enough , and cant noe longer stand up . we just hoping that we could stop fighting , and just continue with our normal ways . aku shyng kaw sesngt taww , haiish . rasul pon dahh klua , he is happie that we are still together taww . hmm , nta ahh ehyy . hahahs . i cant bare to lose you . just ferget bout what have happen fer noww . i just wann you to be happie lah , just let me the who hurt . dah lah , dah tato nk ckap apehh .

EQAHCRAPPY ;
heyy , just telling you that , aku tknk gadoh nan kaw . im just helping iyla out . kaw tk blehh nk salahkn dhe . hmm , just be as pernormal lah . noe use of us fighting , it will be worst enough if we dunn stop it . so noww it just between you andd iyla . go talk with her . iyla you too .

dah lahh , me , myself though of giving up in LYFE. butt once you gve up , you'll regret . so i just have to continue with it . lyfe must go on lah kn . hmm . dah lah , stop hre . continue l8r .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

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my gemokk ask me to upload his pic , alone . hahs , dhe sukeh sngt nan gambr tuhh . pehh sajehh luhs , just now mit hym . dhe katee , dhe nan mus jehh . but by the tymee i reaching to hys place , wowww ! what a suprise , ayang pon ade . hmm , tknk bbl nyk luhs . shld know , hehehs . hmm .
tdyy jpemus dhe kne kcao nan aku rbk , best [ehh kcao dhe . dalahh mcm teddy bear . LOLx ! jln2 pt cwp , hntr mus at mrt st . afta that , plann gy jpe iyla . dhenn jpe lala , andd when hme straight .
makee it this short (:
i wanna slipp , bubyeee .

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zulPinkyy ;
hahahhs , 2nd anni. tidakk ku sangka kn , kte dah 2mths . syhng nieyy gemokk siyol . hmm , hopee this r/ship willl lastlongg till the endd . tdyy dahh jpe dhe , urghh , law tk tdyy ktorng gadohh , tpyy dah tkdehh papee . we just findd (:
we met andd talks things out - i was horrible onee . hehs , sorhiee bhiee . i scolded hym , hmm . now you now how i felt ! i noee , whenn mittting you , my attitude was weirdd , it just fer you tuhh noee how it feels ): tk semesti nyee , aku mcm gtuu , aku ade contact2 nan lakik laen pehh , urghh . walao mcmnehh pon , i promisee i wont make our r/ship in a MESS ! haiish , aku twuh lah dlu , aku mcm siiak . skrng dahh tk pehh . law dlu , dlu pehh cytehh lahh . sorhiee kayy shyng . it just hard fer me to make you trust me backk . haiish . xpect me do what ? andd i'll do it .
noe matter what 'ILOVEYOU' ((:
dunn think me inthe NEGATIVEE WAY !


iyla shortey ;
iyla be patiencee about it . i know it hurting you . it was lykee WTF kn ?! kaw tkyah nk saketkn hatyy dhe gtu mcm uhs , sorhiee tuhh sayy this . law kaw terase kawnye psal uhs . but i just cant takee , you are being SARCASTIC with her ! DUNN FIGHT BCOZ OF SMALL MATTERS UHS , talks things out uhs . jpe blehh bbl pehh , law tk , kn nk gnie all the wayy . hmm , i hopee evrythings changed back as pernormal luhs kay . urghh, aku yg sot siia . wtf ahh ehyy ?! plishh lahh ! haiish , -.-''

brb , nga webcam nan razman uhs . hahahs , jum pon ade .




our 2nd months anni !
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ZULPINKY , [all my feelings twrd you , bhiee]
urghhh ... it just happen again and again .dunn makee me lose my patience twrds you .i just cant takee it . my heart is totally hurt day by day .is that what you wantedd , ? siiak ah zul , hatyy aku btol2 saket & hancor gle siia . kaw suke ngok aku cam gnie pehh . hmm , aku tatao ah . when i cryy you laugh andd said " ahsal you nanges siia ?" kimakk , lgyy aku sdihh siia . i just know that kaw punye orng tatao pujokk pmpuan . you cn just make me laugh with ur jokes . aku cume lynkn jehh nan jokes kaw . sebb i just wanna see you smile , andd let me the one who gets hurt not you . skrngg aku tawuh kaw pehh orng panas baran , urghh . siiak ah .tpyy aku bukan bahan makyy kaw siia zul. kaw sndirik ckp , byleh kaw saket , kaw snang marah . tpyy pkir uhs , kaw tk blehh sesuke hatyy kaw uhs nk marah gtu mcm . siiak uhs aku ade perasaan jugak siia . aku sbr , sbr . aku rase law dahh kne pmpuan laen , dahh lame dhe tglkn kaw . tpyy nieyy ahsal aku tk tglkn kaw ?
bcoz ILOVEYOUSOMUCH zul !
to manyy things we have gonee through . i cant bare to leavee you just lyke that . aku shyng kaw gle babii siia , kaw tk penah pkir keh how much iloveyou(teardrops) ? you nvr fail to make me cryy zul , setiap harie kte gadoh mesty aku nanges ... until when you wann make me the wrong one ? (go andd listein to my tagged song - it just for you). dhere meaning in the song . hmm . asyik aku jehh kne jage hatyy kaw jehh , haiish . hatyy aku sndirik tk terjagee . whyee this is happening arnd me ? it just enough of me to gett hurt , noe one will understnd me .
psal ganbr ayang , you still have it in ur wallet ! i though you get rid of it , but you still have it . setiap kalyy kaw bukak beg duet kaw , aku tkkn padang sakk , you shld know whyee .
kaw katee aku tk dngr ckap kaw , apeh yg aku tk dngr ckap kaw siia ? you the one who wnt listein to me . kaw degyl siia , kaw buat salah ataw tk ,aku tetap maafkn kaw . apehh lgy siia kaw nk ?! you wann me to changed - it takes tyme fer me , slowly . dunn get me rushing or things will turnout in a messed fer me .
andd im wanted to tell you tht a have guy friewn - zulfiqar . once i cryy , he made me smilee . jgnpkir aku nk maen blakang kaw ah . dhe tawuhh siia , aku ade mataeh . aku ade kwn lakik salahh ? hmm , i wont have guy bestfriwn kay , i noe you scaredd it will be in the othas way of bestfriewn! aku buat nieyy smue utk kaw . jgn asyik nk salah kn aku uhs , law aku buat gnie . plishhh , jgn nk megamok jehh !
zul , jgn slalu mcm gnie uhs kayy , aku tknk gadohh . im posting this bukan nk buat kaw rase bersalh , im just posting the fact how i feels .
donee , of me postng about me&hym . nieyy dahh ckop . aku tknk kaw rase berslah siia . jgn pkir papee kayh !

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